Awful habit of making everything sound like it didn't mean anything to me when it did.

Then later it comes back to hit me in the face. Hard.

I'm not okay.

I HAVE NO TIME.

for useless people.

People, that just bring me down with them.

I mean it now when I say bye for the last time. Don't try talking to me if and when you see me.

OH AND, YOUR TEXTBOOK IS DUE IN 6 DAYS, PLEASE RETURN IT.

LUCKY

to have you.

I've been acting really loopy and swoony.

I think it's probably because I'm not used to this kind of treatment.

My expectations of the opposite sex have dropped so low over the past years,

until you.

Then you came along and blew my mind away.

I'm sorry for what I put you through.

I'll never leave again.

p.s.

I completely melt into a complete mess when I see you smile.

And I remember how you told me all you wanted to do.
That dream of Paris in the morning or a New York window view.
I can see it now you're married and your wife is with a child.
And you're all laughing in the garden and I'm lost somewhere in your mind.

thinking about

another piece done on my thigh.

The Bodhi Tree. The tree of life.

A sacred fig tree, under which Siddhartha reached enlightenment. For these babies to become full grown takes 100 years +

Notible characteristic: heart shaped leaves.

One day I would love to live the rest of my old life out on a monastery, ditch my husband

& follow gamma's footsteps. In the way of the Buddha.

Ike will be painting sketches on my body sometime this week.

another day with andrew

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lately.

I'm scared.

slight moment of weakness

won't happen again.

the playoffs

eric loves the celtics.

the only reason why he even liked them in the first place is because of you.

i'd come home and find him watching basketball on the tv, because you introduced it into his life.

i just wish you were around to see how much he's grown.

but honestly, we're better off without you.

things will get calmer -- follow me

I have this tendency..

to FUCK up everything that makes me happy.

Self-destructive.

and taking everyone in the vicinity down with me.

I guess Stevie and Buh just has some crazy indestructible skin that allows them to stay this close to me for this long.

It's just best for you if you stay as far from me as you can.

Speaking of indestructible skin.. it reminds me of this song.

One of my favorites.