Thursday, September 30, 2010

it's an ugly mess

But promise me you'll try. And I promise you I will never ask for anything more.

and that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love, if it does not exist.

life is unpredictable

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Monday, September 27, 2010

YES!

nutze 7:28 pm
MAN
i cant believe how much manpower i have to devote to making YOU NOT RUIN YOU!!
but then again you wanting to do those things
sorta makes you you
YEAH man now that i think about it
YOU WOULDNT LISTEN TO ME ANYWAY
asshole
hahahaha
ninja 7:30 pm
LOL
why would you want to stop me from being myself
):
nutze 7:32 pm
i dunno
because you're weird
and im trying to make you normal
ninja 7:32 pm
-____-
dont speak to me
thats very sweet of you in a very odd way
shut up you know you only like me for all this weirdness that is trinh phan!
nutze 7:34 pm
it is true
D:
im tired of settling for normal and hot
ninja 7:35 pm
so i'm weird and gross
YES

FINALLY SOMEONE WHO CAN SORTA ACCEPT ME. sorta.

if it's love

I know it's played way too much but it still makes me smile looking back,
and I still think of you every time I hear it.
Everyone has been wondering how I got over it so fast but the truth is, this whole time has been a time of exploration for me. I dealt with it on my own time and my own ways and learned so many things about myself that I never knew existed. Good or bad, you are still important in my life regardless of how far I try to run from the thought and erase you from it altogether. I think that the moment I learn to let go of my bitterness, is the point where this whole ordeal is truly done with for me.
Thank you for the memories and the lessons.. and the bipolar roller coaster.
I genuinely hope the best for you and everything you do in life, I forgive you.

Meanwhile..


When everybody else is getting out of bed, I'm usually getting in it. I'm not in it to win it.. I'm in it for you.
& if I'm addicted to loving you. And you're addicted to my love too.
We can be two birds of a feather, that flock together.
You can move in I won't ask where you've been. Cause everybody has a past.
When we're older we'll do it all over again.

(:

Patrick Monahan is one sexy man. I hella love their old stuff too. So pleasing to my ears!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

now if i were an anime..

LOL I'M A NINJA. but there is no tree..
love you!

Gabe Nguyen needs to start writing comic books starring Trinh Phan as treeninja fighting evil by moonlight and saving love by daylight, never running from a real fight.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

sunrise

I've always wanted to see the sunrise at the beach, it's one of many on my to-do list. So I decided to take Jane on a date down highway 1 on a whim. Leon just happened to tag along haha!
Two of my most favorite things in the werld.
I got tired and made him drive after awhile.
We drove back and forth every friggin' where and then got coffee and cream cheese bagels. YUM.
First sign of sunshine.
It's sooo dark. The moon was exceptionally beautiful tonight.
And then knocked the fuck out. LOL.
Woke up around 9 "WHAT THE FUCK IT'S FUCKING BRIGHT OUTSIDE"
And then opened my eyes to this.

Suddenly all these cars were parked around me. SURFERS! ;O

It was the most random and most beautiful day to be at the beach.
Sea monsturrrrr!

Hello hotties [;
eh


(: morninnnn sunshine!
Broken sand dollar. I miss finding these in SD.

CHINKY
numero dos
Look at all the surfers just chillen, waiting for the perfect wave.

"Beached whale", he called it.



Hello there lady blog readers, Mr. Leon Ko requested a formal introduction. He is 5'6 (maybe 5'7 LOL) Chinese American likes long walks on the beach (HAHAH), SC2, owns a deceased MR2, attends De Anza College, hip hop head, hopeless romantic and hates kids. Interested in female or male, preferably under the age of 14. BAHAHHAHAH


I'm sure you guys have all once pointed at this street sign. "Young Love".

Btw, I am totally purchasing a bike very very soon. I'm going to have a backseat so Amber can ride around on it. Along with a wicker basket and bell. LOL


My response to sunshine. HAHAHHA

BY THE WAY AGAIN, WE ARE NOT DATING (ever LOL) JUST TO GET THINGS CLEAR. (:

Friday, September 24, 2010

"Did the impossible, gained my trust. Don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over. Cause if I get burnt I'ma show you what it's like to hurt. Cause I've been treated like dirt before ya. & love is evol, spell it backwards I'll show ya."

(:

one man's trash is another man's treasure.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

I fucking love this movie.

never gets old.

dope

belt I acquired today. siiiickkkkkk

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

ariake's for andrew's 21st!

Andrew's 21st!! :D

stephanie & the boyf

I just blow dryed my hair. It's all fucked up haha.
YOU BETTER FUCKING CHERISH THOSE SHOES FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AND NEVER LET ANYONE STEP ON THEM >:[ love, trinh & buh.

We're so gay for each other. Stevie, I got you one too!


unagi don buri mmmmmmm.


too much love.
AW LOOK AT THAT SMILE. I didn't know they gave out frames for your birthday here!

Andy so sneakily installed a bike rack on his car during dinner so he could have his bike everywhere he goes instead of taking that shit apart and putting it back together again. aww
It looks like two machine guns... lawwwwwl
mary gangsta tran

love you!