Monday, February 13, 2012

HOW IRONIC, that I just happened to post that previous post right BEFORE you came over. All this shit about finding out for yourself all these irrelevant things about me that has nothing to do with our relationship, to be quite frank, I think is bull. Okay, I'm not an insensitive bitch I understand that OF COURSE you're going to feel insecure and whatever, about what goes on through my head. And of course I'm trying to constantly reassure you that it has nothing to do with how I feel about YOU. These little issues are my own personal problems that I deal with on my own, it is not your burden although you keep insisting that I should pour all my thoughts out on the table for you to sort through and scrutinize. All that should concern you is how I feel about you. I'm a girl, I have my flaws just about as much as every other girl has. My curiosity gets the best of me. But at the end of the day, YOU'RE the one I come home to and YOU'RE the one that I love with all my fucking heart, YOU'RE the one that I stayed with. Nothing else and no one else matters, at least I thought that was enough. I'm wearing thin with continuously trying to convince you that. If that alone isn't enough for you to believe, or maybe you just have doubts about me yourself, I understand. I'm not going to be stuck in a relationship filled with insecurities and DOUBT. I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. But I can't do this anymore. Why don't you go ahead and read THAT, and take some of it in for thought.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

HEY KEVIN




I love you, you ass face!
best I eva had, best I eva had. (;

Friday, February 3, 2012

Brows redone. My hair is like a LION!!! Longer&longer it gets.
Have my locks back soon enough.
Yuki sleepy.
"You wanna know how many women I've slept with over the last ten years? Hundreds, maybe more. I don't know. I barely see their faces. I married Wendy because I was lonely. Because I got tired of the endless disconnect, it was just a sad time out. Because when I'm inside someone, there's only one face I see."

Sons of Anarchy is some deep shit.

Monday, January 16, 2012

I don't know why I'm like this.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

........ how did i ever?

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