i think of u

I still can't help but feel like after all this time you've still been the benchmark of all relationships I've ever had. I probably can't say the same for you though, you trigger happy, love hungry child. It was really the hardest thing in the world for me to see you again although my reaction was not what I had expected at all. I totally lost it. It's so uncharacteristic of me to lose it like that. I guess some effects just don't wear off over time. 

You have always had the ability to get under my skin in the best and worst possible way. 

Maybe you're right, maybe it isn't possible for us to be friends. Maybe it never will be.