sometimes. i feel like just falling apart.

but i just keep telling myself to keep it together, because i really do have so much to live for. (:

selfish

everybody in the fucking world just wants me to be miserable as long as they can get what they want. i'm sorry but i can only take so much bullshit.

PRIDE PARADE SF

on the way!! (:

do you see the excitement in my face?

i love ....... [;

rainbowws

drag queens

check out that bootay

for once a picture where he's kinda smiling

LOOK AT THAT BOATLOAD OF PEOPLE

those two guys were hella grinding on each other. hot.

avatar! he was jumping up and down on those things

aww he was a sweety pie

looked everywhere but couldn't find a rainbow mohawk. pewp.

FOOOOOO:D

"the biggest cock in town" HAHAHAH

OMFG. THESE GUYS WERE SO FUCKING HOT AND GORGEOUS. ];

HE TOUCHED ME! :O HAHAHA. and put his hat on my head and told me to keep it. awww

love

work it girl

i forced another smile outta him

and forced him to give the dog a dollar lol

CONDOMNS ON THE FLOOR EVERYWHEREEE

dude... pushing through this crowd is not fun at all. B.O. up the ass and many bodies rubbing against each other -___-

PENIS

he's actually quite happy to be here. don't let the expression deceive you.

OMMGGGGGGGG. melts********

we were so far away because the crowd was that crazy ):

titties in yo face

i bought like 4 of these hats. (:

I support LOVE.

VS SEMI-ANNUAL SALE

this shit better last me forever. got 5 bras and 5 panties!

this was my favorite purchase. now i can walk around my house looking like hef. :D

my new smell lol

RED EVERYTHANGGGG

haha. [;

So I guess we decided to ditch class for this.

p.s. this is a very girly post. i can't fight my nature all the time!

vids

pismo trip day two

So after a long day we ktfo at the motel to wake up at 8 for the atv appointment. amber and stevie of course knocked out before i did -.-

they said i look like a chipmunk ): why are my cheeks the only ones getting squished. POOP

nice old guy driving us out to the dunes

i swear my eyeballs get lighter as it gets warmer

yayy

hahaha stevie got stuck so many times and couldn't get out

dude we kept getting fucking stuck cause we got the cheap atvs and they have like, no power. -.- but it's okay! cause we still tore shit up. (well amber and i did) HAHA

soooooooo we're riding and i'm following amber and stevie's hella far behind us. i see her fly over a sand dune like it's nothing so i'm like okay it should be fine and i gas it all the way. ONLY TO FIND OUT ITS LIKE A VERTICAL ASS DROP! my body literally flew into the air but i managed to hold on and landed fine. midair i see amber sprawled on the ground and quickly scuttling away so i wouldn't run her the fuck over. when i ran over to see if she was okay she started yelling at me to get stevie before she follows us and kills herself. HAHA. she hurt her knee and hit her head so we went in early.

poor amber's traumatized knee.

and that's the end of our first atv adventure.

after that we grabbed some grub at this restaurant "steamers" that davis referred me to. we took it to go to conserve time for our next stop, monterey bay aquarium!

my shrimp seafood pasta. pretty fucken bomb.

oh this was the cafe we ate at yesterday. it's fucking packed!

amber got grilled ahi burger or something ALSO DELICIOUS

so as we were busy entertaining ourselves and singing along to our favorite songs.. amber didn't notice how fast she was going. FUCK DUDE

and got a speeding ticket ): i love you honey

finally reached monterey hella tired and hella sad from the ticket.

BEAUTIFUL ass day today.

outside the aquarium being awesome tourists

OTTERS OMGOMG

CUTEST BUTT EVAR

i was so fucking happy. it was magical, like the little mermaid.

camo fish haha

touching a sea cucumber. i realized that i don't like touching them. at all. it was really gross.

hahah he posed for our picture

i hella thought there wasn't glass and tried to stick my head through one of these things and hit myself in the face. total blonde moment. but we've had more than enough of those these past two days.

HAPPYFEET

killllllllaaaaaaa

WHALE!

so this is where all the jellyfish pictures come from o.o

uhh yeah i'm supposed to be a whale.

trying to take romantic pictures

WE MADE IT HOME BITCHES AND HERE'S OUR PROOF! HAHA booya in yo face.