My achey brakey heart.

I can't take seeing you with her.

He told me I was his princess.

He told me he would wait for the day that I found my prince, so that he could get drunk with him at my wedding. He gave me so many of those rough whisker kisses of his, that I hid. I only spent my first year with him, and saw him last in the sixth grade. But he always wrote letters and sent pictures, sending me 100 kisses with them. He keeps a blown up baby picture of me hanging on the wall of our house. He always marveled me with the many different languages he spoke to me in that always cheerful voice of his. His cheeks were always rosy from the daily alcohol consumption. He was always working on his beloved drums, or next to his Harley. I don't remember my grandpa as much as I wish I could, but these are the few that I can muster up. All I have now is an old picture of him smiling, holding me, his face beaming with pride. Sometimes I had dreams of him, dreams that turn out to be actually distant memories of when I was only one year old. This is how I will always remember him, and I'll always love him for that, I hope he knows.

"It's like there's this pressure on my chest. And I'm falling, but no matter how hard I try, I can't catch my breath."

poooooooooooooooooooo.

It's like 5 in the morning. ):
I've eaten 3 mini cupcakes to suppress my hunger.
My body clock is so gonezo. I need to start sleeping better. SIGH
I NEED FOOOOOOOD. & snuggles. SO SAD!
Btw. I cut my hair again and it's fucking fucked. I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REMIND ME TO NEVER CUT MY HAIR AGAIN. I look like a little fucking boy!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Cuong

Mimi and I went to the beach for Cuong's birthday and the ride there and back was herra funnies. Had some trouble finding the beach though.. Especially funny watching her drive stick on a mountain road and freaking out over mysterious cat noises. !! Smith was not helping very much. I made several documentaries with her camera and stalked random people in traffic. Maybe if she EVER POSTS THOSE VIDEOS!! I shall link you. Cuong pretty much got ransacked when we tried to sneakily run away before he got jumped with ketchup and cock sauce but it didn't work too well. I tried to yell at them to just leave me and go but Mimi thought I said DONT LEAVE ME, so she stopped the car. ahahaha. Then her car got splattered with water and she got mad. But it's okay, we had a good day.

"DON'T BE AFRAID TO SHOW YOUR SMILE!!"

We hella stalked this dude when we were stuck in traffic. "CAMARO MAN!"

Dennis rinsing out his laundry. AHA


Cuong sleeping.

First time.. he woke up and got me.

Smith sleeping. Second time, I gotcha bitch.


Haha, happy birthday sleepy face.

"WE HAVE YOUR LICENSE PLATE NUMBER!!"

AHAHA fucking Mimi. Love her

NAZI ZOMBIES

Is KILLING MY FUCKING SOUL!!!! Omg.. if you know what I'm talking about. Sitting in the living room now with Davis and Henry watching them play. They won't let me play. Because I'm a girl. fml.. Though of course my cock is larger than both of theirs combined. I would like to shoot something too. If only shooting people were legal nowadays. I'd have a perfect target in mind.. hehh harrrr wahah. Oh yeah look what Henry made for me when I tried to break up with him. Now that's a face only a mother could love!!! (: He's kind of stupid. I don't even know why I stick around............ You probably don't either eh it's okay. I'll just use him a bit longer and throw him away when I find a new toy. WAHAHAHA! jk, jk.

Anywho. Chemistry also kills my soul. Amber and I will be out celebrating and getting fucked up (amber doesn't drink ever..) if we manage to get B- 's AHA how sad is that???Maybe I should be a Nazi Zombie for Halloween. Either that or a clown so I can scare the living daylights out of Amber. (She has a weird phobia) FUCK MY LIFE I WANNA GO HOME ALREADY BUT THESE KIDS TAKE FOREVERRRRRRR WITH THE GAMES.. ): ): ): Takes me an hour to drive here and another back blehhh stupid out of city boyfriend who's not really even my boyfriend right now fagget shithole. We're supposed to watch a movie but nooooo. Instead I'm here. Sitting. Blogging. Rambling. I hate that bitch. AHA yeaaaaaah suck it.

Btw. I miss my long hair real bad.

I'm trying to grow it out again and my hair looks all gnarly. I think I'll get it layered again(:

I miss this.

BOOBIES!

-trinnigga

Sorry but ..

Don't even fucken think about it bitch. &You're fucking disgusting.