houston,

we have no problems.

spoiled brat

homeless puppies wish they were you. -_-

hello, my name is mika phan and i have my own room, dog house, and

home cooked chicken and other meats for breakfast, lunch, and dinner everyday

because i don't like to touch that kibble stuff. -_____-

& endless natural jerky treats. walks two times a day

PLUS i get to sleep in mama's bed every time she's home!

here I thought

that loving you, and always wanting to be with you was a good thing.

I'm sorry for wasting your time. Sorry for making you unhappy in this relationship.

Sorry for taking you away from things that really matter.

unscathed

I hope you comprehend that however the situation ends up, it will always be to my advantage. Your move.

please let me know when you're grown enough to commit to this relationship.

first day of school

went well! (: I got on campus around 1 and stayed there till like 7ish. I'm hella retarded and thought my reg date was on the 10th but it was really the 3rd so I barely got any classes. Soooo, I went around crashing classes and got into two yesterday but most of my classes are afternoon to night. Which is fine with me since my sleeping schedule is all fucked up and is probably going to stay that way, especially with Henry now. Two more to go today! It's a really nice change of scenery. The campus is on a hill so you can see like, everything. All the lights are really nice at night and the view is gorgeous. The buildings are also pretty old but they look awesome on the outside. Inside it's like a scene from a highschool drama. I haven't made any new buddies yet cause all I did was go to class and sit down but the people seem to be very nice (certainly a lot of hipsters) and a few super ghetto dudes. For bio, I expected the routine safety lab lecture and contract signing, yada yada. BUT my professor started talking about how unsafe the campus is at night and maneuvers you can do to get away from potential arsonists, told us to save the campus police's phone number into our phones, and offered a police escort to your car. WTF RIGHT? Jesus now I'm freaked out to walk to my car. -_______- I came here by myself, without Henry, so I'm a tad lonely and YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY COME VISIT ME. :D

and.....

feel the disappointment settle in.

the beginning

Amber went with me to SF to help register for school and do all my shit. Afterwards we went to eat at Joe's and played at the pier/ripley's! ((((((((((((((:

Still holding my hand on the first day of school. LOL