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I hate how things never stay the same and people either leave, change, or forget about you. I hate that friends are disposable. jfdksal;jdksla;j

On a lighter note, this is how my fucked up hair has turned out.

I hate the blonde spots.
But I do like how it looks a like a mullet, don't you think?

Anyways about our anniversary July 31st:
Hung out with Gabe until say 12:06ishAM got a call from Henry crying that I still wasn't at his house and he had expected me to show up at 12 am on the dot. laughed at him. showed up at 2am LOL. Went to sleep and woke up around 2 PM .. ATE SUSHI! [: Just at some "ninja sushi" place that I always pointed out in Gilroy. It was quite expensive but pretty delicious.

With happy tummies we proceeded to Great Mall where we were going to return henry's pants that I bought for him awhile ago (that he thought were not SKINNY ENOUGH -_-) Got to zumiez, got a gift card in return for the pants, henry started trying on pants and glasses and shit. And he wanted to buy these two sunglasses for us to match with or something.. Walked into the dressing room with it and he was like oh wanna jack them? And I was like, alright I guess dropped them in the bag walked out didn't expect ANYTHING to happen lol lol but the zumiez guy was watching us i guess and he asked me if I was gonna pay for those glasses in my bag. AHAHA. Nah he was cool though I just said sorry that it was a stupid idea and my gay boyfriend was still in the dressing room with his head sticking out trying to wave us over but the guy said we had to leave and Henry just kept standing over there leaving me and the guy by ourselves in an awkward silence... until finally he decides to come over and we leave the store.

Onto another zumiez where we bought two pairs of pants for him.. and jacked another pair of glasses. LOL Henry got a shitload of zumies stickers for screaming I LOVE ZUMIEZ out into the mall. God we're such petty thieves [:

Got lost a couple times in transition to finding great mall and valley fair and going everywhere... VERY ANNOYED during traffic. Henry was being a douche bag too, made me cry a little but I am on my rag, so it's probably hormonal. lol. but still.. FUCK I HATE BEING IN TRAFFIC WITH HIM! He gets so irritated and takes all of it out on me.. what the fuck.

Anyways, to Santana Row to watch 500 days of summer together, even though he's seen it already -_- Had an hour before the movie so went into Urban Outfitters where I bought some new clothes and tights.. or Henry bought them for me, rather. And got another pair of sunglasses. So, with new clothing and sunglasses, we walked hand in hand into the theatre and that was the end of it. Got out when it was like.. 11:50 something so the end, happy anniversary babeskies. We did play beerpong later at a friends house, kinda reminscing on how we first met LOL.

Yeah pretty interesting day, especially funny how we got caught together ahaha something I should add onto another page of the book (I made him a scrapbook thing with particular events of significance since we've met for our anni) I think my favorite page is the one where there's stickers of san francisco and mexico and it says string cheese (which you probably dont get) but it refers to the day where we were on top of twin peaks eating string cheese and getting jumped by a bunch of beaners. LOL henry is a stick figure on the ground with x for eyes. wahah.

I love you babygirl. Thank you for not letting me leave while knowing that I really don't want to, even when I am a total bitch to you and I hurt your feelings and I'm stubborn as fuck and yet you still want me to stay, and you force me to stay. haha.

1 YEAR

anniversary today. twas quite interesante. perhaps i shall update moar laters.

finally

We made it to Henry's aunts house at newport beach! Reunited after more than a week[; aiiiiite. lol fuck my life.
I have a shitload of hw to do and yet I'm on this trip. I'll probably try doing some on the track.
Or I'll probably get distracted. Like usual..

So like.. my computer caught a virus.
I was doing some research on a paper when I clicked one of the links google gave me. It went to some other webpage that wasn't the url on the link.. and a bunch of pc-ish looking boxes popped up and told me I had a virus and I had to download this thing to get rid of it. Silly me thought that it was my computer telling me to do so, so I clicked it. BUT I THEN REALIZED THAT IT WAS THE WEBSITE AND NOT MY COMPUTER. ): Therefore, shit has been popping up all over the place and I haven't been able to log onto gmail or bank of america of any such thing. And I'm afraid to do so because I don't want my shit stolen. Therefore, I haven't been updating and now on Henry's laptop. poo.

On top of that my car died. I don't fucking know what happened but my dad drenched the engine in water and apparently that fucks shit up. It hasn't been starting and when it does the whole shit shakes like a mofo and I don't know whether its even safe to drive it. I guess I'll have to wait for Henry to take a looksee..

His family scares me, like super. I'm not sure if they like me or not but at least his aunt thinks I'm purdy. Which I doubt.
I'm super homesick after like one day. I miss my momma. I miss Eric. I miss Mika. I'll be back on Sunday though. (: toodles

Day four.

Of not seeing my boyfriend. 5 more days to go..

I can't wait for ASB. Watch me turn into an African(:Scary face kisses for Henry Nguyen.

Trinh Phan misses you.

Come back please.

So here's my day, if you care to read.
Amber and I took my little brother to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I loved it, but Eric thought it was boring. I hereby disown him from the family. I'm pretty much a Harry Potter nerd while he is a Series of Unfortunate Events nerd.. -_- Fail. Then we took him to go swimming. I dragged his butt out to the deep side but he started being a little baby about it and we ended up splashing Amber cause all she was doing was sitting there reading my magazines. After that, dropped Eric off and Amber and I went to eat crawfish with Thanh and Ben. It was my first time eating crawfish at an actual restaurant, very interesting experience indeed. I was trying to tell Thanh that I know how to eat crawfish and she didn't have to lecture me when it just so happened to fly out of my fingers and land neatly on the floor. Then, commenced to getting sugarcane juice, only it was closed and ended up pimpin the parking lot of grand century for a bit. Dropped Amber off, and went with Gabe and Adam to my neighbor's party. They drank there, hells of beer. After that went to the so called "mansion party" all the fucking way in San Mateo, not so much beer. The house was really fucking big though, even though it had no gargoyles therefore it is not considered a mansion. LOL. Hella disturbing ass white boys showing their ass cracks in their fucking white boxers jumping in and out of the pool shirtless thinking they're hot and buff while in reality they are skinny and white as fuck. Gross. One of them even shoved their ass in my face. It makes me so glad that Henry is the same skin tone as I am(:brown sugggaaaaa. Gabe and I had some fun doing "commentaries" for some of the white boys in the pool ahah. Smoked smoked smoked. I made a discovery that saying you're 3 months pregnant with another kid at home is a very good repellant for creepy guys at parties. Adam drove me home, ate my rice plate momma bought for me and now sleep till late afternoon tomorrow, wake up do multiple essays, research paper, study for exam #3, and reading. YAY ):

I never thought I'd say this but, I can't wait till Monday for school.
So I can forget Henry exists, at least till Friday so I'll miss him less. T.T

My hair is fucked. I tried dying it white but it turned fucking blonde. FUCK!!!!! This is the first time in my life that I am blonde. Hopefully it won't last for long, I'll fix it asap. Also I've lost hella weight. Amber and I are the same fucking weight now.. 105-106 lbs, and we're both 5'5. I'm not even trying to it just happened. Now I gotta buy tighter pants. Fuck.

Fuck socal.

I'm quite sad even though Henry only left today and I saw him a couple hours ago, but knowing that I won't see him for more than a week makes me depressed. Sigh. I need to do my laundry. And I need to go shopping. I need a pair of long black boots. And a shiny jacket. lol! I'm also lacking a lot of jewelry. I keep losing everything I get. There's hella more shit I want but have forgotten.. But I did get a new pair of cheap mondays![; So I guess I might be working at best buy in Milpitas. That is, if I do well on my interview har har. But I don't know it might be weird working with friends, I mean experienced that once and it was not too pleasant. (Amber!) lol. I'm not exactly looking forward to a familiar face going all alpha male on me. But money is money. And I also might as well break up with Henry cause I won't see him ever again with school and work. But at least the upside is I have more monies to support my unhealthy shopping habits :D And money to help my mother out. SO MANY DECISIONS. Oh well, summer school is almost over. One thing I look forward to is ASB next week with honay and the boys. I'll probably do that interview soon. As soon as my phone is back in working order :P I just watched this French movie Une vieille maîtresse . It has English subtitles. It's pretty interesting, and pretty fucking weird. But I enjoyed it. I'd recommend if you're up late and can't sleep watch kinda movie. The main character chick hella looks like frida kahlo with no unibrow. lol.
I need to take some nyquil and knock out before I stress myself to death.

GOODNIGHT(:

(btw that smooth away shit does NOT work.. waste of ten bucks -_-)

BUT this is my favorite of all time<3 Haven't found any better.

The obon festival+beach

Two in one for Jackie's birthday. Yayuh. Well I didn't eat much at the festival(I thought it was pretty darn expensive) but Henry, Gabe, Jackie and others drank plenty or beer and sake and sake bombs.. lol. Walked around with my drunk posse in public in the day time. I still managed to spend 20 bucks even though I ate like 3 of those .. hmmmm.. The terriyaki beef stuff was coool[: And at the beach, I failed hard core at skim boarding. I did so much better the first time. T.T Lets steal some of Henry's photos for you!

Obon Festival
I was sober walking around with my drunk ass posse. It was hot. But exciting(:

Gabe's face

One peice

Girls

NINJAS

BOOM all over your shirt. Idiot.

Tempura in my tummmy

Beer not in my tummmmmyy (: DESIGNATED DRIVER YEAH YEAH!

Beach

SAND FOR YOUS?!

My big fat cock.

That's me in the sand(: That's Gabe stroking my dick(:

ALL PICTURES ARE HENRY'S. I'M NOT THAT GOOD. [;

Lol Trinh and Amber^

Girls who I think are really fucking hot.

Aishwarya Rai. An Indian actress and formerly known "Miss World" 1994. LOVE her eyes. (I'm pretty sure they're real.) If I were to imagine Jasmine in the real world, she would look like her.^ :D

Jamie Gunns. British model. You may recognize her from the cover of Maxim magazine. She's a cutie face.

And of course, SHANNYN SOSSAMON. And no Henry, she's mine.


I've taken to eating raw mushrooms.. weird right. But I heard it's good for you!(:
My mother keeps badgering me to go to the doctor. I seem to have a phobia of such places. But I am kind of worried that I've been coughing nonstop for the past.. months. A very long time. I'm pretty sure smoking is not exactly helping me out (haha) but I'm sure I'll quit soon. The last time my lungs got xrayed it came out clean. But I also have tuberculosis so maybe I should run a check up some time soon if this doesn't stop. ]; OH and get my cervical cancer shots done + hepatitis shots. (hep runs in the family) yikes! X.X